Yeah, Well I'm Late.......

No, not that kind of 'late'. I am late doing a post about my new years 'resolutions'. I wasn't going to do one at all, because I don't really make resolutions. Every time I say I am going to do something, I fuck it up.

But here I am, and maybe it's because I took cold medicine and had a coffee and I feel wired, but here I am going to tell you what I have been thinking about working on this year. These are not definite "going to do these things" because like I said I will find a way to fuck it up. These are just things I want to work on.

1. Loosing weight: I noticed back in November that I was getting pretty chubby in the legs, arms and middle- hell everywhere is a little chubby. So I was going to start then- cracking down at the gym and eating better. But then I thought. Yeah right Christmas is coming and there's so many goodies and good food. It would be a loosing battle. So I gave myself permission to eat whatever I wanted to over Christmas because in the new year- that was it! I was pumped to start going to the gym regularly and making new menus and thinking about eating better. Well that has already gone to hell because then right after new years I got sick, and can barely crawl out of bed, let alone go to the gym. I haven't been eating much but what I do eat is crap because it's the only think that has taste when your sick. I do vow though to get to it as soon as I'm better. 
2. Relationships: This year hubby and I have been together 10 years!!! We have had a lot of ups and downs over the years and I want this year to be special. A year full of ups. Now that we have our 2 kids and we are not planning on having anymore, I feel like we can get into a routine with them that leaves more room for "us" time. I want to plan more dates and more dinners. More one on one time. I want to focus on us and growing our family together. I have got a list of date ideas already that we haven't done before. I want to take more time to talk about us and what we need and want.                     I also want to grow my relationships with good friends. I am now 27 years old and I need to focus on the good relationships in my life and ditch the toxic ones. Instead of spending all the time and energy making the toxic ones work I want to spend that time making good friends, great friends. Last year I reunited with my best friend from high school, we had a falling out 4 years ago and we are back together this year and I really want to spend this year making up for those 4 years. I really do love her. 
3. Home Daycare: This year we are building the home daycare in the basement. I am very excited for this and can't wait to get it started. Everything the way I want it, Everything that works for me. I have been thinking about the set up a lot and nothing is in stone yet, but it will be interesting to see how it all works out. 

Well that is all I am working on this year. If I take on anymore the other things will suffer. Being a stay at home mom an top of all of this is enough for me. I hope all of this makes sense. Remember I did say I was wired on colds meds and coffee.